First wedding anniversary alone

My first wedding anniversary without my sweet hubby.  It was a sad day.  I moped around feeling very sorry for myself most of the day.  I went to work and took Ramona to the gym then to the senior citizen center for their monthly dinner.  There was no parking at all.  I was about to turn around and just go back, but I felt like I needed to be there.  So I parked a little ways off and walked her there.  Luckily they have a table just for wheelchair people. The dinner was good and the old folks were fun to watch. Then for the entertainment a man sang a bunch of old romantic songs, including the song I'd sing to Dave all the time "Have I Told You Lately That I Love You" and "You were always on my mind" and "If Tomorrow Never Comes".  That last song had me just a bawling. I felt like Dave wanted me to hear all these silly love songs.  My sweet girls baught me a flower boquet and a balloon. That evening I went to our grave site and left the balloon there.