For a few months now I have not had any contact with Dave, not even in dreams.
I have been on several online dating sights and I was having a great time flirting and chatting with handsome men from all over the world, wanting to hook up with me. I was having fun leading them all on to think they were what I wanted as well. So anyway, yes I was leading these poor men along and I was feeling bad about that. Then that night I was talking to Dave about it and asked him what he thought about the whole thing and about me flirting with men online. Then Jess comes running and yelling mom mom the basements flooding! OK got that signal.
Now I need to go back in time a little. At the suicide survivor group meetings I go to once a month, there is a lady who also attends who claims to be able to see and hear dead people in her mind. At one of the meetings they had her offer her abilities after the meeting to anyone who wanted to talk to her. Of course I was curious and waited my turn. She told me that Dave was a very sad and old soul and was just tired out of life. She told me that he was sorry that I was surrounded by crazy people. She told me that he wanted me to get a hobby. and that he sends messages to me with feathers and birds. Now the bird thing I had always wondered because I would be walking outside and a bird would often swoop right in front of me and I would say out loud, Dave is that you saying hi? So now back to the first story. I told Dave I would cool it on the online chatting thing. This morning I was outside and a feather gently floated in the breeze right in front of me and landed. Then as I was walking to work a bird swooped in front of me. So its all a bit to coincidental not to be Dave answering me. So I'll just leave the whole men thing up to the Lord and to David and just not worry about the man thing.
