I know I've been having dreams with David in them, however I can't remember them when I wake up.  Last night I remember feeling so happy and reaching over to his side of the bed knowing he was there.  But I woke up when nothing was there.  I know I was dreaming about him, but I can't remember anything about it, just that I woke up expecting him to be there.

Today while driving Ramona to therapy a bird swooped right in front of the van, so I said OK how about a dragon fly now and sure enough just then a dragon fly swooped by, so I said OK how about a butterfly now, and sure enough just then a butterfly swooped by.  So I said hi Dave I love you too.  Coincidence?  I don't think so.

Dragon fly's are a symbol of our loved ones who have passed on saying hi.  The suicide survivor group's symbol is the dragon fly and there are a lot of dragon fly stories shared.  I always accepted Dave's messenger was a robin or feathers.  So when a robin swoops in front of me now I ask for a dragon fly also, just to make sure.